What?!

[FF7]

What Is This Person Saying?

Hey

I realy don't know how to say this. But... I have to...

We are living over two houndred miles from eachother, and... I have been thinking alot on this the last few days. I just don't think this relationship will last. And it is to difficult for me when you are living that far away.

I know that you are upset when you now are reading this, and I know that you are going to hate me for doing this, and I won't blame for you that. I understand, I realy do. I know that I am doing now is terrible. I loved you, I realy did. But this dosen't feel right! I have had many relationsships, and all of them didn't last, and I just can't handle this. I am so sorry...

Right now I just wan't to kill myself...I hate myself for doing this... But I have to do this.
You are going to hate me now, and if you don't want to be my friend anymore, then it is ok. I understand.
I just...
ARRRG!!!! I just can't do this anymore...
I am so sorry.... I realy am....
After you have read this then you don't need to talk to me again. But if you want to, then it's ok, but I don't think you want to.... Not after this... I am so sorry to say this, but I am not the right person for you... Sorry....

Have to go now...
I hope that you are going to have a great life. And I hope that you are going to find someone you can love the rest of your life. And a person who isen't like me... Because I am just a totally f**ked up idiot...


Sylvester

PS: Don't use your money on the WebCam... Please, save them for something elses that can do you good...


PS2: I do not think I can talk to you again after I have send this e-mail....

[Mystery201]

he was breaking up with you.... but i dont see why... it sounded like he really loved you....

[FF7]

I know but I can't get my mind over why. Well I know why but why can he not speak to me as a Friend?

[Mystery201]

i dont know my ex doesnt talk to me... you should ask Chris when he get's on or if your not on to ask him i will he probably knows what he's think better hten we do.

[FF7]

Yes, I did tell him last night. But he did not see the Email. I really wish I could talk to him again, I did not think we were even going out. I thought we were just being flirtatious.

[Mystery201]

*shrougges* i dont know guys are weird like this one guy at school used to act like we were going out tell i told him my bf at the time worshiped the devil then he life me alone valuing his life more then me. i only thought of him as a friend any way.

[FF7]

Oh I see. Geez, Boys can be wierd. There is one in my English Class who stared at me from across the Classroom, which is really scary, and also I would never go out with him, he is not attracted to me.

[Mystery201]

yea i know. how you feel there's his guy that likes me in my helth class and he stares at me from across the room and boy in band likes me i'd never go out with either of them.

[FF7]

Ugh it gives you a wierd feeling, it makes me feel all mingin' Boys like me, and I'm not saying I am. Geez, I wish he would talk to me. I thought our friendship was important but I guess he doesn't care.

[Mystery201]

i dont know what to say i'm only thirteen not good at things like this.

[FF7]

Ummm. I feel so lonely without love.

[Mystery201]

yea i know that feeling that' for sure.

[FF7]

I'm 17 this year. Geez, no Boyfriend. Brb.

[Mystery201]

sorry... i have one though i dont think that makes you feel better... okay i'll be here.

[FF7]

It's ok, do not worry about it. I have to go now, sorry. Bye. x